last monday at about 1.30pm my cellphone rang it was my mum she told me that my uncle got warded into the hospital initially i thought it was nothing big of a problem as he has been going in and out of the hospital often due to his asthma illness
it was different this time round my mum informed me that he fainted while he was at work his heart stopped for 30mins before it was revived but he slipped into a comma
at that instant my heart drop a gusty feeling swept across deep inside i was already grieving
i rushed down to TTSH only to see my aunts, uncles and cousin there their faces washed in tears
there in the ICU ward i see my uncle laying motionless on the bed tubes and needed running through his body his life supported by the beeping machines
the doctor informed us that his chances of survival is slim even if he recovers probably his body will probably lose its ability to function well as his brain is severely damaged due to the lack of oxygen
my heart sank further when that news was revealed i prayed to God hoping for a miracle yet somehow i knew it was his time to go
uncle was the head of our family a great fighter he was he has triumph over death one time he fought hard this time his will power kept him going till it was 12.54am
soaked in tears i bidded our parting words
thank you uncle for being such a great uncle always there to render your help and assistance being there for my family and i when dark storm clouded our sky i love you uncle and you'll be dearly missed thank you again for the 18 years of wonderful memories i love you
integrate at 5:46 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
some people would say.. why give up the forest for a rose
if i were to answer that.. i would say.. the value of the rose is beyond that of the forest something you cannot comprehend
the content of the article was about a fizzy fountain fizzy fountain..? what's that you may wonder here it is
looks like a fountain doesn't it here's the cache the fountain you're seeing is actually bottles of exploding cokes
exploding cokes? yes that's right you read it exploding COKE
so a dying question must be bugging your mind now how do those Coke bottles explode into those geyser shooting several metres into the air you might not believe it but.. the chemical formula for this artistic phenomenon is achieve by adding.. Diet Coke + Mentos Sweets
there's a scientific research and study about this got it from the website itself so here you go to answer to quench that question of exploding cola
The Reason Behind It These chemists are saying that the primary cause is physical, not chemical. Their explanation: nucleation sites. If you have a liquid that is supersaturated with gas (like soda, which is pumped full of carbon dioxide), a nucleation site is a place where the gas is able to form bubbles. Nucleation sites can be scratches on a surface or specks of dust – anywhere that you have a high surface area in a very small volume. That's where bubbles can form.Mentos seem to be loaded with nucleation sites. In other words, there are so many microscopic nooks and crannies on the surface of a Mento that an incredible number of bubbles will form when you drop it in a bottle of soda. Since the Mentos are also heavy enough to sink, they react with the soda all the way to the bottom. The escaping bubbles quickly turn into a raging foam, and the pressure builds dramatically. Before you know it, you've got a big geyser happening!
there's a video of this exploding cola fountain and i reckon you to watch it fun and interesting to watch shall upload it in this entry enjoy the visual delight !
cool huh shall experiment it myself sometime soon till then adidos !
a snile that delights this soul
integrate at 11:43 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
you know.. people say the english invented the game and the brazilians perfected the game
well.. when i first came across that catchy line thought it kindda make sense
but now.. it doesnt really matter does it both the england and brazil teams are outta the world cup
what's going on ?
pondered the value of me in you
integrate at 11:45 PM
Friday, June 30, 2006
been like decades since i last inserted an entry i wonder what to type here aint havin the inspiration to write anything lately so i guess that somehow explains this entry-less blog
anyway, just wanna put some stuffs across here you know, some people would just come up to you or post comments telling you how boring your blog it and all that -ve stuffs etc.
personally, i dont really bother about such comments not that im trying to be mean or anything but if you analyse the basic aspects and function of a blog it's used to pen down your personal thoughts or events that happened in your life
did ya catch anything the key word there is the word Personal Personal is defined: Concerning a particular person and his or her private business, interests, or activities coutesy of dictionary.com
well if you did not basically what im trying to say here is keep all those -ve comments to yourself just let the blogger type whatever stuffs they want into their own blog with the exception that they're not going against the law e.g defamation
so keep that 5cents comment to yourself what may seem boring in your eyes might just be a special memorial entry to the blogger eat the humble pie and read or just punch in the Alt+F4 key to end your misery of reading the entry you can also save probably 5mins of your precious life in the process
before i end this entry is not targeted at anyone any similarity is purely coincidental
cya !
integrate at 10:21 AM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
3mins more before the soccer match starts Brazil vs Australia gonna root for Brazil they're gonna win unless Australia comes out with their pattern again 8mins score 3 goals pattern more than badminton
it's father's day today so happy father's day dad hope ya like the t-shirt i picked for ya thanks for being such a great dad you're the man
had a great bball session this morning took pictures for the t-shirt design today anyway.. here are some pics.. not everyone came though.. so only managed to take a few pics
the court
eugene vs yuanlong
weiren with his lay up flying
yuan long vs weiren ball stolen
that's me shoot !
we were supposed to take pictures but ended up playing around with the camera taking short video clips instead yuanlong got addicted with filming himself that he actually took 5 videos of him that's excluding the COUNTLESS number of NG takes that he misses while going for the layup plain old vain
he got so enthu about taking clips of himself that he repeatedly retake clips after clips what's more.. it's the same move after the same move after the same move weiren will pass the ball to him then he'll go for the windmill layup i'll be standing behind to catch any loose passing ball
well.. so weiren and i decided to prank him weiren passed the ball and i sneaked up behind, steal the ball away from him and went for the layup hilarous clip.. clip of the day shall post it right after this entry aint really sure how to post it.. but yea.. i'll try
weiren
first lay-up attempt
weiren
second lay-up attempt
me
first lay-up attempt
yuanlong
first lay-up attempt
yuanlong
second lay-up attempt
yuanlong
third lay-up attempt
yuanlong
fourth lay-up attempt
yuanlong
failed attempt
clip of the day
successful steal !
integrate at 11:59 PM
it's like 0545hrs right now haven't rest nor took a nap reason being i don't have a place to sleep bro got his friends over to watch the world cup they end up staying over occupying the entire room i end up doing pretty much nothing in the living room xcept watchin' tv which is pretty much boring too
anyway.. take this opportunity to wish ya a happy bdae' bro well.. you're 2 years older than me been a great elder brother despite the quarrels and arguements but you're always there for me giving me advices to deal with issues in life thanks alot yea
meetin' the buddies for a bball session in like 3+ hours time gonna take pictures for the design of the t-shirt in-charge of coming out the design and everything thought of an idea koping the adidas jose+10 concept the join my team design pirated adidas.. but 100% creativity
spent most of my time this week playing sports went running, swimming, basketball and miraculosly.. soccer yes.. soccer.. you didnt catch the wrong thing met up with the spydra peeps to play on thursday managed to score 2 goals.. must be a miracle
soccer is a great sport but i'll still stick to bball no offence.. but i delight in ballin' though.. i prefer watchin' soccer than bball on tv bless england
talking about bballin' been quite bad at it lately my left leg is in pain this week scrapped my knee got a cut on my heel & toe got a blister between my toes the old injury on the knee started to ache a lil
couldnt jump properly resulting a lost in balance while shooting miss most of the attempted shots
to make up for that..
tried my best to create opportunity & chances under the basket for my team mates
though under basket play aint my niche area
screened the opponents
opening up the lanes for team mates to drive a layup or kick in the jumpers
concentrated more on assisting
never give up till the last second aye
well.. sports aside..
lately.. the inner person inside feels weird
feeling that there's an emptiness within
appears as if there's a hollow or a void inside
feel incompleted somehow..
asked myself what could be missing
reviewed my life.. and life has been kind to me
everything seems to be in place
family, friends, finances, needs, studies
but even after all that thinking..
it felt as if the soul longs for something
dont really understand why it's reacting in such a way
it kept me pondering
shall end my post here
gonna fix myself some breakfast before the game
so adios world
you make my grey sky blue
integrate at 5:46 AM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
it's 0840hrs now just crawled outta my bed gettin ready to bball only to find out that it's drizzling AGAIN pushed back the bball session to 0930 so found myself some time to blog
alrites.. it's been awhile since i last dropped a post due to the mid-semester tests and beating the project deadlines it's all over now aye.. and the holidays are here ! cheers
gee.. i wonder what to blog about.. cause there's been so much things on my mind lately some are just general issues.. while some are just so personal that i keep 'em inside me
hmm.. shall pen down my holidays plans here it's a 2 weeks+ long holiday intend to run & swim every late morning time to regain back some fitness also planning to try out some new sports bouldering, rock climbing, kayaking (2 star)
also planned a town outing with the buddies time to shop for stuffs got quite a long wish list new shirts, jeans, shoe, BASKETBALL and an acoustic guitar
well.. wanna take this holiday break to improve on one particular area yea.. it's the musical aspects gonna spend more time on my guitar.. to be able to play the guitar is one of my goals for 2006 but beyond that.. i desire to excel further maybe one day i'll become a pro guitarist hah who knows.. never give up till the last second just gotta keep trying
yet to continue working on the second piece of song every piece of song that i compose.. is inspired by things that happen around me.. friends.. family.. people.. and it has a story to it
this second piece of song is inspired by a few friends who are experiencing the hardship of a breakup a song designed to encourage them to walk out of this valley of darkness and move on for the better
the story of this song is about this girl who really loved this guy till the point.. he's her every thing then one day.. he just walked out of her life.. feeling lost.. confused.. and broken.. she was left there reminiscing of the past memories
it's an emo song if you're feeling sad.. just cry it out it's better than to bottle up everything up inside and feel more miserable let it all out and feel better
it's still incompleted but here you go..
Reminiscing Let it go Let it fade Let it sway away I don't know what else to say
You held my heart And these feelings of mine Then you walked away from my life
You left me here devastated Thinking of our past The times we spent together Flashes through my mind
What happened to those promises Those you made to me Claiming that you'll be by my side When darkness fills my sky
Let it go Let it fade Let it sway away I don't know what else to say that's all for now folks it's yet to be refined cya soon bball time !
0930hrs
you made me think
integrate at 8:47 AM
About Me
ordinary 18 year old with an extraordinary passion & love for sports and music